im trying to decide on how to decorate my room. i hate doing it because im never happy with what i do! i always end up hating it. i want to paint or print art peices and hang them up but trying to find the right things to paint or what pictures to print is hard enough. i always wanted my room to represent the kind of person i am. im highly into vogue and frankie magazine, fashion, art, music, and fashion labels. you know prada, marc jacobs, lui vuitton, etc. but i dont know how to incorperate them into something to hang on my wall.  who knew decorating could be so hard? au revoir cheri.

praying to a god that i dont believe in.

today i realise no matter how much harry potter kicks robert pattisons butt. you cant deny he has an awesome voice. i could fall alseep to the song 'never think' every night.today i got back from my grandmas. it was probably the best trip ive had going there. i bought soooo much stuff! i got four berets, one fromthe sunday market and three from dotti aswell as a pair of sunglasses. i got a dark chocolate easter bunny from darrel lea, a scarf froma cute little shop in anglsea, and i got two books from the market. i thought it was quit successful. we went to see alice in wonderland today at fountain gate. i wasnt impressed much. it wasnt how alice in wonderland should be. and it was way to animated. the only good thing was the mad hatter. HE was awesome.
my sister is turning 18 this year and her birthdays is creeping up. although i have no idea what to get her! shes obsessed with cats. but dad would kill me and mum if we got her a cat. so now i have to find something really special to get her! her birthday present is hard enought to find but this is her 18th! its has to be extra special now and i have no idea what to get her! arh!

ledgendary.

today i go tmy hair done. nothing fancy just got layers cut in. it looks nice, i like it. the girls at the hair dressers quite frankly have shocking hair! it doesnt suit their skin at all. theyre either too blonde or too black or too purple! its crazy. theres this one girl who got a spray tan and its on the verge of orange and theres white finger marks on the back of her leg from when shes obviously wiped her legs. it doesnt really give the salon a good image. but the seem to have cut my hair nice enough. my family and i went out for tea tonight at the local bowls club. they were having a parma night. ive been put off on parma ever since the last time we had to wait an hour and a half waiting for it. i lost my appetite by then. today was an alright day besides the fact that i got attacked my mozzies. my feet have never been so itchy.
im making a skirt. of my own design. all i have to do is put the zipper on the back and then im all done. the fabric is dark tartan, and is really cute. its highwaisted and flowy. i love it.

Mantra; girls can be mean, friends can be bitches.

 

when your a boy, i quess you never really see how truly mean girls can be. but when your a girl, you get the full veiwing. i used to hang out with a group of girls who i considered my best friends. i thought they were absolutly great! but then after a series of unfortunate events, i realised they are probably the worst. while friends with them i dont know how much trouble i got into and how much trust i lost from my parents. and that is the worst feeling, knowing that your parents cant trust you. and now after all this has happened my 'closest' friend out of them all. doesnt care. then i look back on all the times ive told her something. she never showed an inch of compassion for my problems. and then she would never tell me hers. she'd just go around sulking all day. it was annoying. and there was nothing i could do because she would never tell me why.

but thank god, i have friends like hayley. she has always been there for me when im upset and shes always made me feel better. ive always thought of her as my best friend. and never doubted it. she tells me whats wrong with her when shes upset and i try my best to comfort her. i have so much fun with her, and i can easily be myself with her.she sticks up for me. not one of my other friends did. theyd just say to deal with it myself. and at the time i thought they were helping me by making me do it myself. to toughen me up. but no. it was because they didnt care. and this just makes me so mad. they think their better than everyone else. whereas hayley is fine with who she is. and so am i. they can keep going on with all the crap they do, and one day suffer the consiquences. 

ive never had luck with friends. they either secretly want to ditch me, bitch about me behind my back, use me or they really just dont care about me. well, im threw with people not caring. I care. i want to be able to trust my friend with everything.and so far hayley is the only one i can. 

the difference between less is more and more is better.

well, tonight suprisingly enough is incredibly boring. five movies later ive decided to write another post. just because theres really nothing better to do. two posts in one day seemed weird and not right. but im doing it anyway. i found this photo on photobucket just typing in random things into the search engine. i thought it was pretty cool how someone actually wore this many bracletes at once. but honestly you can never have too many bangles. and just so you know, i do know how to spell 'here' and use it in a sentence correctly. if you read my last post, vvv youd know what im on about.

this weekend will most likely be a long one.and then a long two weeks after that. although seeing as thought its the holidays it doesnt bother me much.  today i realised just how fast my mum can text. its scary, youd think that i would be able to amaze her with my texting skills but ohhh no! she whips out her phone and bam, all done. me on the other hand still takes thirty seconds or so. im starting to feel sort of embarrased.

have you ever gone onto cleverbot? if you havent, you should. at the moment, hes accuseing me of being an insane pope and were starting a support group for people addicted to caffiene. i think the convosations flowing quite smoothly.

a new era.

this is my blog. and i am effy. or liz. whatever. im new in the blogging world and dont really know how things opperate. my sister has a blog. two actually and she has so much fun with hers. so i thought ide make one myself. i have pretty much every other account known to the internet. i have a myspace, facebook, twitter, formspring, utube account, a MLIA account, a photobucket, and now a blogger. i am an internet freak. 

school has finished for the first term and im so glad it has. between schoolwork and fighting with friends. school is just to much to take. so the holidays are hear and i plan to spend them doing whatever i feel like at the time. ive decided to make a new years resolution three months into the year. im starting from scratch with absolutly everything. starting with this blog. so read, enjoy. and welcome to the wonders of effy.